4 AM Hallucinations.

  • It shifts, dual purpose, Illusions, truth, 
    Mirages in deserts, Purity, the stream of life, It flows, it flows.

  • The young lady, she stands there, Her voice muffled in the silence, 
    She says something but not a sound escapes, I take her hand and, She guides me through this crevice, Between reality and spirituality,

  • A key between the black door and the white door, 
    A way out of the waiting room, She guides me to the light of my soul.

  • Trees a burning gold,Everything is connected, Branching out into infinity, I walk until the path leads me,
    To the two rivers in the seam, I stand in between. Silence.

  • What does it mean? 
    Perhaps an exaggerated dream, Foreshadowing, Of what is yet to come.

  • I walk, and walk, She guides me, The deer wanders, Behind undoubtedly,
    Liberated, not a care, Time is an illusion.

  • We walk until we stop, My legs like fluid, No restraint, A body of water, Made from the purest glacier,
    Connecting from the two rivers, Understanding. A towering mountain stands, King of everything.

  • Dipping my face in the water, Rejuvenation and comprehension arrive, I see a peek of truth at the bottom, 
    Swim down but I am stuck, It's not my time

  • I surface as she takes my hand, We walk down the path, So inebriated with the vision, Unaware of the avalanche,
    Everything collapsing, Falling, falling, crashing, I am not to grasp it yet.

  • A taste of possibility, The perfect amount of tranquility, The Creator poured just enough of each ingredient,
    A glimpse of what I need to change. I take the first step into the last days, A different man.

  • The scars still remain you thought everything'd healed What is reality,what a mere hallucination
    when they are all mixed together
  • Like memories rushing in, an earthquake
    like the dark shadows of trees like a deafening silence you can't escape I can't see through this fog through dreams nightmares are coming to get you.

  • Like life on fast-forward, an unfinished race
    like the words at 4 am you can't speak like the late night conversations you can't forget forget.