Matryoshka-Mother
march-june 2017
Matryoshka — is, as my own legend says, the mother of all my works I have done before. She is producing and immediately reject them. She is interested only in herself, such a permanently pregnant little doll. I — am the mother. That is why I am inside her, I am out of her, I surround her.
I wanted my body to become a part of my art. Then I realized: my body is actually the art. I wanted to break free, but, in fact, I inserted myself into this closed carcass. Matryoshka-mother had become my cage, I get out of.
And I crashed the thing I had been working for few months. Now it is going to be the new story.
The voice that did help me in a video belongs to my old friend suffered from clinical depression. He told me his dreams where «a story would never be full enough». With his agreement and support I use it in my film.
