(I have made this project on my mobile phone, also I draw this project on sketchbook app on mobile phone, I uploaded all the process and steps in this artwork.)
Why Not?
I believe in intuition... I don't believe in coincidence... I believe that everything has a reason and that everything is connected to each other , and that everything that has happened and everything that is happening and everything that will happen can be followed by reasons, explanations and cosmic messages! Even the feeling of pain/shame/let down, being hurt and situations of fate that may seem inexplicable (meaningless) are all not coincidental ! And although I have been through a lot of things that prove this to me, most of the time I was accompanied by a contradictory feeling that I don't know how to describe this feeling for its strangeness!!! I even got used to it (it became familiar inside me) and at some point I thought delusively that it was part of me !!!.. Connected to me .. inherent in me !!! , A feeling of tightness and separation, as if a part of me was melting , And at the same time a strong feeling of my superpower and my inherent strong roots that my soul derives from nature! A feeling of vastness, as if my soul is as vast as the universe, has a great energy that wants to explode and launch , In the midst of this struggle inside me, gradually my intuition voice become lower and it gets worse when the voice of logic becomes right ! And I become deaf so I couldn't hear the voice of my intuition and the voice of logic become the loudest one but life don't always need logic ! While the voice of intuition is always right !and then the wind blows what my ships don't crave "the things goes the other way of our will" , then the fate reveal its secrets to me and prove to me that there is no guarantee of anything and that everything changes in an instant and that there is no guarantee for any future plans!!!... Then my soul loses parts of it little by little and emptiness replaces the missing parts! And while the emptiness fills me the voice of my teacher , my savior , my haven appears , it's my intuition voice .. Which always wins and has the strongest voice that never let me down! and as much as I stubborn with him as much as I get hurt !!! Then it accompany me on a journey with him and make me change my view towards fate , which may seem meaningless and towards all the feelings I went through, including feelings of pain and hurt... leaving a question inside me: Why not?... Why not let my heart think? Why not let my intuition lead me? Without logic, fear, doubt or judgments? .." the wind blows what my ships don't crave " , Well, let the wind bring what my ship does not crave ... Why not let the wind lead my ship to where it's destined to be? ... Why not enjoy the crashing of the waves and the movement of the wind ? ...(Let go)...Why not to let my curiosity out of his prison?! and see where I get to in the end! The end! And is it really the end! Or is it the beginning of another world and another journey! Why don't I accept losing parts of my soul on my journey?! And that I had to lose those parts the way they were destined to be! So that my visionary opens more and more ... and my soul vast more and more ...And those spaces are filled with other things and with greater awareness...or that they remain empty and accepting that emptiness is the part of my journey!!!
short video by mobile phone with sound effects
short video by mobile phone without sound effects
